*the most tired weekend*

i am very upse to make such a big mistake

i have joined the pesta bola jaring to be just a pegawai padang to take care of what happend on the field,,,

oh no,,i gave the duty as the protocol girl...

giler....

this is the biggest mess in my life.,

i dunno how to walk..how to perform,, how to hold those things..

how to smile..

how to communicate,,,

arrrggghhhh

i'm depressed being a girl like that,,,

*white bread on monday*

sounds like an intresting...
hehehe
yesterday i made white bread during my ko-k class..
it was very intresting to try to make bread wif new friends,,
this is the pic of the bread i made..

there is some big air hole,,may be because we didnt punch it well,, i think so coz we punch the dough to distribute the gas inside the dough..

oooh!! i didnt cut it nice ly,, sory my rooomate,,haha

the upper texture also not nice as nice as gardenia bread...it is my 1st trial..i'll do better soon

hurry up!! makan time

*my mom n me*

a mother is the most meaningful person in human life,,

as a muslim i know, Allah will not bless us if both our mom and dad does not bless us,,

and we also know that the paradise is placed under our mom's feet...

a mother's heart is like a glass,,need to take a very good care. so thet it will not hurt,

but me? i did not care of my mother very well, maybe i'm too proud of who i am today,,

i don't know what the problem with her,, everything goes too cold too silent,, too wierd, although at my awn home,

it makes me sense not to stay longer at home

i always thinking to share everything in my teen life with my mom...

to care of her...to talk to her...to make jokes with her...

to laugh with her...to shopping with her..to hear to her..

to be the best to her,,,

i'm sorry for cannot be a good child to you mom,,

without u i will not here, in this beatiful world...

*my new ear phone*

hajat di hati nak bli headfon,,apakan daya x mampu,,ear fon pun jadi la

tapi ni bkn smarties or m&m ya

inilah ear fon ak yang comel ni...

*jumaat yang bahagia*

walaupun arini ari jumaat ak xda kelas jgk..happy btoi la...
hmmm smalam ak da daftar ntuk amek lesen,,,
habis jgk la 311 rgit,,,
tp xpa sbb gna duit sdiri

asalkan x susahkan mak n ayah ak kat kg...
esok stat kelas kat pusat memandu tu..hehe

ak jelez la tgk member bawak motor,,
sbb apa?
mestila sbb dorg kaya duit plus kaya kasih syang...
mintak je motor mak or ayah or abang belikan,,,
bahagianya kalau ak pun begitu,,
p xpa ak percaya smua yang tuhan bg tu ada hikmah.
ak bahagia bangun awal berebut bas dari berhabis duet beli minyak motor n bayar jgk dut bas....

walaupun ak x sehebat member2 yang pandai berjimat..
ak selesa begini dari menyusahkan mak n ayah ak n kakak ak,,,


ak rindu ntuk pegi rumah kakak ak,,
habiskan hjung mggu kat rmah dia,,
lani dia da balik kg so xda tmpat la ak nk melepak2 hjung2 mgu gni
last2 bermalas2san kat bilik is the best choice=)

rindu pada kuarga,,,rindu pada rumah rindu pada kampung, rindu pada pkok gtah, all comes into one,,,, jadi sdih,,,
cakapsal pkok gtah,,,,ak ada snap pic kat kbun gtah tu....
ni dia

haha....luas kan,tp ni bkn tempat ak menoreh masa cuti sem baruni...

kalau tengok kat kampung ak tu mana ada anak dara p menoreh,,,
pasai apa xtau la...
atau ak yg pelik sbb p jgk..
tp kalu x p camana nk dapat rm...
ayh ak sakit...
mak ak pun ntah la...

teens kat sana prefer to use energy kat sports...
yela...ak ni xsuka sgt bersukan,,kuar rmh pun jarang2 je,,hehehe

sem ni ak dapat ko-k memasak,,,
so far class blom start..
next week baru start,,,
xsabar btoi la...
hope kt class nati dapat masak macam2 yg blom pnah wat kat umah...
nati blh masak kat rumah,,,
mesti syok apply teori sains dalam masakan...
hehehe

sampai sini la dulu,,,da asar,,,keh3 p smayang

napa xda owg follow aku ek?
hmmm....
xpala, slow2....
ak ingat nk ambik lesen sem ni....
tp duit mana la nak ada....
may be ckup ntuk ambik lesen motor je...
hmm....napa smua ni blaku ek...
napa tuhan bg ayh ak salkit...
napa tuhan bg mak ak prob....
sbb Dia nak uji ak kot,,
x mengapa la....
by the way...
ak nk keje....
tp keje apa????????????

~my first post~

alhamdulillah tercapai jgk hajat aku nk ada blog

ak teringin nk ber blog ni da lama,,,

cuma x reti..

ni da xda keje men la klik2...

lgpun ak jnis yg x suka jalan2,,,

ok la kot try wat blog..

di smping bc blog org...blh jgk ak menulis sdiri...

arini adik aku da dapat tawaran ke uitm

walaupun pra diploma

ak gembira la jgk

coz dia akan smbung blajar

walaupun dia gila-gila remaja

tp dia sgt cool